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Weight of the Heavens

New York, New York

..and just like that our time in Miami is soon coming to a close. 2019 has come and is already well on its way and I can’t help but wonder if I’ve accomplished everything I wanted to while we were here and away. My guilty conscience rarely gives me a break, but this strange sense of “what if” fomo has been giving me a bit of anxiety since we booked out flights home. Don’t get me wrong, I can’t wait to be back in our house with our fluffy loved ones, even the chilly weather has a soft spot in my heart, but I can’t help but fear that I didn’t make the most of my time here with my family. Why do I feel this way knowing that we had the most wonderful time, made the most every moment, and are taking back some pretty epic memories. I mean sure, I could have used a few more beach days, but lets not get picky. Truth is there is simply a part of my brain that can’t help but wonder if I did my best, in these time sensitive situations. Probably the same part of my brain that tells me I’m not good enough on some days, or that I can’t do it, the part that often fears the future and sometimes regrets the past.

That little voice is there and I don’t think she’s going anywhere, but that doesn’t mean I allow her to power over me. It’s something I work on all the time. Sometimes it’s nothing taking a personal day watching housewives and eating copious amounts of chips can’t fix! Sometimes a little harder to find a release from. All I know is that living in the present, getting out of my own way (and off my own back) is the answer. Easier said than done, but writing these blog posts, putting thought (and neuroses) to paper, is probably what makes me feel best in these moments of interior chagrin. To be truthful, I don’t even think about any of you ever reading these most of the time. Knowing that if I did, I’d have a much harder time expressing myself and keeping my voice and words as honest as it is on this medium.

I’m sorry I often ramble, get off topic,  and that these posts have truly grown into having nothing to do with the photos they are accompanying…but I do hope that if you’re reading this you get that warm fuzzy feeling of not being alone. I often have a hard time relating to others, I find my weird neuroses to be a little too unique to identify with most of the time.  However, in those rare magical moments when I do, it almost feels like Atlas got a little help bearing the weight of the heavens on his shoulders for a bit…again I’m rambling, with my weird mythological references. All this to say that I hope that I can give you a semblance of these moments, perhaps save you the time it would have taken to sign up for Headspace…just kidding I heard meditation’s great don’t listen to cynical little me. Anyway, let’s finish this off by writing the advice I need to hear myself, and perhaps you’ll also find a use for…

Don’t be so hard on yourself and on every waking moment of your time. Listen to your body and your mind and indulge them in what they need. You are doing your best kid…and your best is pretty damn good.

Zara beanie, coat, and dress, Gucci sunnies, Dior “Saddle” bag, and Cartel boots.

A Very Mickey Christmas

New York, New York

Oh, how long it’s been since I last wrote you guys a little something on the blog. What can I say, the Holiday season and year end duties seem to have gotten the best of me, and there never seems to be enough hours in the day to accomplish all there is to do. That being said I am thrilled to finally be sharing new images right in time to wish you all the Merriest of Christmases, Happiest Hanukkahs, and Koolest Kwanzaas ever. This whole content creator journey of mine started right here on this very website, and I never tire of thanking all of you for following our lives and adventures from here, to Instagram, to YouTube and giving me the chance to live my life doing something I love everyday. Sorry for the cheese..what can I say…’tis the season to be super grateful.

We have been spending the last week with my folks in Florida and have indulged in some much needed family time and R&R. This year has been both a blast and a blur and the month of December arrived right in time to give our scattered little brains and bodies a little respite. I wouldn’t call it a full on vaca, but I haven’t posted a photo on Instagram in 2 days so I must be doing something right. The real vacation will arrive this coming Saturday morning when Peter, my folks and myself, will head off to Orlando to spend a very merry Christmas in the happiest place on earth. Even snowy Canada can’t rival with how festive Walt Disney World feels at this time of year. Though quite busy, it is one of my very favourite times to visit one of my very favourite places, and to be able to do it with my very favourite people almost feels too good to be true. Of course I will be sharing all of my magical Mickey adventures and outfits in real time on Instagram, but if this is the last I speak to you all before the dawn of yet another year, I wish you my readers, all the happiness, success, health, and love in the world. Thank you for another great one! 2019 should be cool…

Ray Ban “Ja-Jo”, La Marque puffer, Moschino for H&M sweater dress, Dior strap and “Saddle” bag, and Chanel boots.

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